"Get out! Get out of my car now!"
It's almost half past three in the night, and it's pitch dark around. Right in the middle of the road, the silence is deafening. Nadir stopped his car and shouted to his wife Payal. Payal was already crying. Hearing this, his tears stopped. He is crazy! So at night someone asked his wife to get out of the car?
"What happened! Why haven't you gotten off yet? I didn't ask you to get off! Get off!"
Payal looks shocked. What will really go down? Nadir got out of the car and opened the door towards Payal and said, "Get out! I will not be covered with a girl like you." Hearing this on Nadir's face, Payal broke down and cried, "Now, at this moment, alone, tell me where to go? It's late now." Nadir grabbed Payal's hand and pulled him out of the car and slammed the door shut. Payal is begging. But her husband left her there alone without hearing anything and took the car. Not knowing what to do, Payal is calling Nadir. But Nadir Payal's phone is not picking up. Because his anger did not subside. Nadir is very angry again. From that small. How proud his parents used to say to everyone, "He doesn't insist! He gets what he wants. He doesn't like to touch his things at all."
Nadir will only have the right to anything. No one in the house moves a hair without his words. He is very successful for his stubbornness at a young age. Will be there for whatever you want. Payal was also stubborn. Her father did not want to marry Payal so soon. Nadir took him as his own. Payal thought that Nadir loved her, but she was stubborn.
Today Nadir is angry about a small thing. Payal first went to Nana's house in the village after marriage with her parents. The nadir came in the evening. He will bring him to Dhaka in the morning. Payal has another cousin, Rana. Rana is three months older than Payal. She was talking to Payal in the kitchen, "I knew you would grow up to be a big beauty, Punti? Even before marriage, you looked like a child. Now you look like a heroine. I feel like your younger brother."
Nadir was sitting outside. Along with the laughter of Payal and his cousin. He pulled Payal to a corner and said,
- What kind of cousin talks like that!
- We are the same age. He was mischievous.
- What kind of girl do you say mischievous? This is rubbish.
- Where are you talking about?
- Dhaka will go with me now.
- We were going in the morning.
- If you don't go to Dhaka with me now, stay in various houses for the rest of your life, with cousins.
Nadir shows such anger. If you don't listen to him, you do Tulkalam. The incident is in the evening, Nadir's anger has not subsided yet. Payal went out with a smile and said, "He has a meeting in the morning. He has to go now." It's almost twelve o'clock at night. Mir Sahib does not want to let daughter and son-in-law go out at this time. If necessary, the girl will go with them. He came with them. Payal did not let the words reach Nadir's ears. If he hears, he insults his father. Nadir means nothing big or small. Payal cried all the way in the car. Seeing Payal's tears not stopping, Nadir said,
- Why are you crying? Upset for a cousin?
- You are very dirty Nadir!
- What did you say!
Nadir scolded. Payal was a little scared at first but later said again,
- Do you think you are the only one in the world? You only have the right to show anger? We are all worthless.
- Who gave you the courage to talk to me like this? You are talking to me like this again!
- Yes, I am. I will say it again and again. Why do you insult everyone so much?
- Immature girl!
- Only you are mature.
- Enough! It is not good to show so much anger to girls.
- Anger is only for men.
- When men are angry, they are kings, when women are angry, they are bastards! remember
- Anger is never king. Only stupid people get angry with words.
Just then Nadir stopped the car and took Payal out of the car. At this point he braked the car again. Seen on the phone on September 21, 2021. Time, 2 minutes past 3 o'clock. Nadi's car swerved to bring Payal back. He did not pick up Payal's phone for so long. No more calls now. He is thinking. As soon as he gave her the phone and rang, the phone hung up. After that the phone could no longer connect. Nadir took the car to that place and started looking for Payal. He is worried. Payal was never found. When he went to the police station and told everything, all the policemen of the police station jumped on him.
"You crazy goat! Who lets his wife out of the car at such a time!"
The search for Payal continues. High profile Dhanir Dulal's wife is missing. Around noon, an old vagabond told the police, "I saw a maid. I took three drinks. I went to sleep. There is a maid on this road. I thought she was a maid on the street. If she is the wife of so many gentlemen, can she come down?" Then a young man said that there was a power problem at his aunt's house, so on his way to take his bicycle, he saw a girl standing there crying. Seeing one of the three scoundrels in the area a little far away, he was afraid for the girl. But when he arrived he did not see the girl again. Anger, rage, uncontrollable nadir. Why did he let Payal down? is he ok Payal is found in a forest in the afternoon. With a veil around her neck, someone wanted to kill her. He was bleeding profusely because of rape. He was brought to Dhaka. He has to remove the uterus. Doubt whether to survive. Payal left everyone after five days. Everyone started blaming Nadir equally. Payal's relatives go to hell too. Nadir is silent for a while at first. Then suddenly she started screaming heartbreakingly in the lobby of the hospital. He is crying. Why did he get angry? Did Payal deserve all this? He wants to die. He also wants to go with Payal. In a moment everything goes dark before him, and he finds himself in his car, on that road. He brakes immediately. By phone on September 21, 2021. Time, 2 minutes past 3 o'clock. This has happened to him before. Where is Payal? Was he dreaming for so long? He turned the car immediately.
Payal comes to where he was dropped. He started looking around. But no Payal. Suddenly he remembered that a man was around. Does he know where Payal is? He started looking for him. Saw an old man sleeping on a bench. Started to wake him up.
"Uncle, did you see a girl screaming here? She's my wife. Uncle get up." Waking up at Nadir's call, the man wiped his eyes and said, "You look so nice. What kind of housekeeper is walking on the street in such a time?" Nadir got angry after hearing the old man's words. But she won't say anything to him now. "Tell me if you saw her. She's my wife! I sent her down in anger. She wasn't here on purpose." The unknown old man was surprised to hear Nadir's words. A young man was riding a bicycle by the side. Hearing them, he came forward and said,
- You, Nadir Ahmed?
- Yes. you?
- Your wife Payal?
- Yes. Where is he? What did you do with him!
Nadir said this in a panic. Seeing him coming like this, the boy stepped back and said,
- Slowly! You do it. So good Maiya tare so many people can be alone! There are so many bad people around.
- Where is he?
Nadir started crying. He wants to know if his wife is okay. The young man goes to their house with Nadir. He goes there and finds Payal sitting with an old lady. He is crying. Nadir breaks down in tears seeing Payal and hugs Payal, "Aam sorry Jaan! I will never do this again. Forgive me." After they both hold each other and cry and let go of each other, Payal says,
- Why did you leave me like this?
- I made a mistake in my anger.
- You and your anger. Do you know how much the world is full of bad people? I found this good man on a good road.
- Good luck to us. Thank you very much. Now let's go.
Farewell to them, they got into the car and left again. How big the danger could be. But nothing happened. Can't be angry anymore. And you can't even think about nonsense. Payal is healthy by his side, that's a lot. Thinking of this, Nadir turned towards Payal and saw that Payal was not there. His place is empty. Seeing this scene, Nadi's car braked hard. Seen on phone, dated September 21, 2021. Time, 2 minutes past 3 o'clock. What is happening with him! Again the same thing is happening with him! That means Payal is still not safe. He was thinking about these things. Nadir turned the car around again. came to the same place. He started looking for Payal but he is not there.
Finds the old man again, asks if he has seen Payal or not? He saw the old man's answer this time. Three people are dragging him somewhere. Knowing which direction, Nadir went there. Went there and saw three boys trying to rape Payal. In anger, Nadir killed those three boys as he wished. How dare he put his hands on his wife. They go to Nadir's Payal after escaping from the mother. His hands are also bleeding. Nadir is yawning. Payal is crying. As soon as Nadir went a little closer to her, Payal slapped her hard. But Nadir said nothing. On the contrary,
- Sorry Jan! forgive me
- What do you not know when you get angry? Leaving me in danger like this did not bind your conscience?
- Forgive me. I did it out of anger.
- Just anger, anger, and anger. I have learned nothing but anger in life.
- Please come now.
- Why should I go with you? Have you ever treated me well? Think once. You only know your ego.
Although Payal and Nadir have been married for seven months now, the incident happened when they were three months into their marriage. Nadir's aunt borrowed fifty lakhs from him. He could not pay that money on time because of Corona. So he sent his wife to ask for some more time. Nadir didn't even hesitate to insult his cousin in front of the entire family in a packed majlis. His father-in-law left the house crying. Payal did not like it. They don't talk to their father-in-law like that. When they were going to sleep together at night, he told Nadir, - Please apologize.
- Sorry! And me? I don't say sorry to anyone.
- He is an old man. And he borrowed, he wanted this time. No more outsiders.
- You are giving me knowledge? Why does your mouth move more? How old are you?
- Surprise! i just
- Get off the bed now! you won't sleep next to me
- mean?
- Keep your mouth shut. Get off!
Payal slept on the ground that night. The next day he did not speak to Nadir. In the evening, Nadir was calling Payal very nicely, "Rinizhini where is Payal?" As if nothing happened. Payal was reading Kazi Nazrul Islam's poem "Dolanchampa". He was deliberately not listening to Nadir. Nadir did not like it. He was angry. He immediately took that book and all the other books from Payal's hand and threw them outside the house on the lawn. Then they poured oil and set it on fire. Seeing this scene, Payal shouted, "What are you doing!" Nadir growled louder after Payal's shout, "Don't shout. Are you showing me anger? Let me tell you, anger in girls is not good. Never do that to me again! Remember, angry men are kings, and angry women are bastards." !"
Payal understood that he was wearing something like his name that day. What is his worth, what is his right. The next day, though Nadir brought him many more books, there was no peace in his mind. After so many insults, so much love does not erase the insults.
"You have always disrespected me. You did it today. Am I a dog or a cat? What is the meaning of leaving me in the middle of the road like this?"
Nadir now grabbed Payal's leg. He cried and pleaded a lot. Finally Payal agreed. They set off again. After a long silence, Payal started reciting the poem of Kazi Nazrul Islam which he was reading on the day of book burning,
"The day I'm lost, you'll understand, the day you'll understand,
Astapar's evening star will read my news -
You will understand that day!
Picture tied to my chest
If you are mad, cry
The desert canyon will return,
sea sky wind
The day you find me
You will understand that day!"
Nadir turned to Payal after hearing the poem. But he is not. Nadir braked hard again. What is happening with him! He looked at the time on the phone again, "September 21st, 2021. Time, 3:20." Four times with this! How possible! Same thing over and over again! At the same time! Is he stuck in a time loop? How will he get out of this terrible puzzle with Payal? No time to think, Payal is not safe yet. He drove again,
Nadir came to the same place again with the car. Now went to the place where Payal was picked up by the three scoundrels. No, he's not there. He came back to the old man.
- Uncle, have you seen a girl? was here
- H
The man said yes. Nadir said restlessly,
- Where?
- Isa Tuila took a car.
- Car!
Nadir's phone rang. He immediately picked up the phone and said,
- Hello! who
- Who are you looking for Payal?
- Yes. Where is he? And who are you?
- Okay, we've been kidnapped. If you want him back safe and sound, arrange fifty lakh rupees now.
- Now! Not possible now. It will take two days.
- I will get two pieces after two days. If you want it in one piece, you need it today.
- Okay. I go to Dhaka. Money should be ready.
- I will message the address tomorrow afternoon. Payal will not be found again if you tell the police.
Nadir went to Dhaka and started arranging money. By afternoon, he collected fifty lakh rupees and went to an abandoned factory according to the address. There seems to be no one in that dark place. Soon the lamp lit up. Payal was in front of him with his eyes and hands tied. As Nadir goes to advance, a familiar voice from above tells him, "Don't advance without paying."
Nadir looked up, what is this! This is fupa!
"You fupa!" Nadir in shocked voice.
"Surprised! I was too, when you insulted your own brother and chased him away for asking you for time to repay the loan. And today you showed up with the same amount of money for your wife in a few hours. My wife cried because of you. So today I am telling you. cry." Saying this, Phupa got down and took out a bullet and fired three shots at Payal's chest. Nadir started screaming. This cannot be. Payal cannot leave her. Nadir started crying over Payal's body. Payal left her again. What a cruel game he is stuck in. Isn't it a time loop? Surely there is a way. Crying, Nadir kept asking please please. At one point he closes his eyes. When he opened his eyes, he saw that he was back in the car and on the road. Loud break again, time "September 21st, 2021. Time, 3:20 p.m." Again the car turns to the same place, waking up the old man. This time the old man did not hear a word. Nadir went to the place where the 3 scoundrels were. There is nothing there. He started looking for the young man with the bicycle. No such young man was to be found, and there was no house on the road where he went home. But where did Payal go? Nadir looked at the sky in the middle of the road and started shouting in pain.
"O Allah am sorry! I may not pray properly, I care a lot about you but that girl is not guilty. She is innocent! Do not harm her. Give her back. I promise from today I will not be angry anymore. No. I will not misbehave with anyone. I will say sorry to everyone. Please stop this fun with me. I don't want to go back to the same place again and again!"
It was dawn. Nadir went to the police station and wrote a report. All get on him again. Who gets his wife out of the car at night? Still he is a high profile guy. The search begins for Payal. In the meantime, Nadir calls his wife and slaps him. To be honest, where is Payal? Fupa did not know that they were outside Dhaka.
Later in the afternoon, a girl's body was found in a river. Unfortunately the girl was Payal. Nadir fainted. This time he did not find himself in the car. Payal's funeral was held. Play everyone's cheek. After dropping Payal that day, he committed suicide out of pride. Nadir can't accept it. Seven days passed. He is no longer going back into the loop. He wants to get back into the loop. He doesn't want this game to end like this. While leaving the car to go to that place, Nadir found a parcel when he opened the door. The parcel reads, "Pale Mystery." When he opened the box, he saw that there was a digital watch and a letter. In the letter, "Surely you're not feeling well and this sphere puzzle rush. Time the sphere here and take one last chance to make up for all your mistakes. Good luck."
There is no mention of where the letter came from. Nadir took the digital watch in his hand and fixed the time on September 20th at nine o'clock. Instantly he found himself in Payal's various houses. Payal was then talking to his cousin. This is where all the trouble started. Presently he went out with undue anger. Thinking about this, he came to the front of the kitchen. Payal and her cousin look at Nadir. The cousin keeps smiling but Payal's face is no longer smiling. He understood that Nadir was angry. Because she's not telling him anything. When they go to bed after dinner, Payal asks,
- Did something happen?
- I'm sorry Payal.
- Why?
Payal was surprised. This angry grumpy guy is apologizing to her? He does not say sorry to anyone.
- I got you off the bed that day. And I burned your book too.
- That's a long time ago.
- That too. forgive me I show anger towards you unnecessarily.
- Why are you saying this?
- As I said, anger makes men king, anger makes no one king. Human anger is the worst. In anger, people lose their sense of purpose. People lose because of anger.
Payal touches Nadir's face and says,
- What happened to Nadir?
- Emergence of good sense. I will never be angry again.
- Only with me?
- With everyone.
- But please say sorry to Fupu too. I didn't like her getting upset like this.
Payal said this with fear. Nadir smiled and said, "I'm sorry to everyone. I started with you."
They are returning home in the morning. They were on the same road, this part where he dropped Payal. Nadir looks at it. Payal asks what happened. He shook his head and said nothing. Now again close to the road where he braked and swerved. Nadir's hands and feet became cold as soon as he reached the place. Instantly the place became dark. Nadir looks at Payal in fear. Payal is looking at him leaning on the seat. But slowly he is disappearing in the smoke in front of Nadir's eyes.
"The day I'm lost, you'll understand, the day you'll understand,
Astapar's evening star will read my news -
You will understand that day!"
He immediately braked again. The time read, "September 21st, 2021. Time, 3:20 PM." Nadir got out of the car and kicked the car. He broke down crying and sat on the ground. Does he need this kind of fun? Who is playing this game with him! He is tired now. Why did he lose Payal again and again? Nadir turned the car again. In her heart she prays to find Payal. Let him stand there. When he comes to that place he sees Payal standing there. Nadir breathed a sigh of relief and got out of the car and went to Payal and hugged him. He kisses her forehead. "But you know I'll come?" Then he wants to take Payal. But Payal refuses to come.
- Why should I go with you?
- Look, the place is not good. There can be many bad people.
- When you were leaving, didn't you think that the place was not good?
- How much will I be punished for being wrong!
- Less than what you punished me for.
- Well, go and sit in the car.
- On one condition.
- What conditions?
- I will not go to Dhaka with you. Will bring me to my parents. I can't live with someone like you. How stupid you are, to leave your married wife in such a place!
Nadir looks down. A boy with a bicycle passes by. An old man is watching them from a distance. Then Payal agrees to get into Nadir's car. On the way back he delivers Payal to his Nana house. say nothing After coming to Dhaka, he no longer forces Payal. Maybe that's good for them. And anyway, so that he doesn't get caught in the time loop again. That day Payal sent him a paper. The paper was of divorce. Why is everyone asking Nadir? He is ashamed to mention the mistake he has made in anger. Finally, their divorce was done.
After the divorce, Nadir lay on his bed thinking, how quickly this time has passed. In between he did not see Payal even once. But may he be well, may he be safe, may he live. Thinking this, he fell asleep. He wakes up and finds himself in an unfamiliar place. He is not wearing the clothes he slept in. What a strange dress! Like dressing patients. After a while two familiar people came to him. One is a little middle-aged, and the other is a little young. But they are dressed as doctors. The middle-aged man is the wandering old man. But why does he feel younger now? And the young boy with the bicycle. There seemed to be a village boy. Before Nadir could say anything, the middle-aged man said,
- Mr. Nadir, how are you now?
- Who are you? where am i
The man was silent for a while and said,
- I am your doctor, Dr. Iftekhar Chowdhury. You are in the hospital now.
- Hospital? What hospital?
- Ah, mental hospital.
- What happened to me! And who is this boy? This boy used to ride a bicycle. And you were a wanderer. How did you become a doctor?
Dr. Iftekhar looks at the young man. The boy also looks at Iftekhar.
- Nadir, this is Dr. Tanmoy Imtiaz. I am leaving this hospital. From today he is your doctor. He used to see other patients till now.
- But he, well, leave it. What is today's date?
- Today is August 12, 2023.
- Where is my wife? Where is Payal?
- Well, what do you remember last? What happened before going to sleep?
- Very strange things are happening to me. I know don't believe it. I angrily dropped my wife in a secluded place late at night. Since then strange things have been happening to me. I'm stuck in a time loop. I can't get out of it.
- But do you remember the end?
- This time I saw my wife in the same place. But he was very angry with me. He decided to divorce me. How fast the time went by. He gave me a divorce.
- Then she is your ex wife.
- How is he?
- Payal is fine. He divorced you and married someone else and settled abroad.
- What!
- Yes. He has moved on. But you couldn't accept it. So you become mentally ill. Then he started thinking about these things. In fact, none of this happened. Then your parents admitted you here.
- So?
Nadir looks at Dr. Iftekhar in shock.
- Yes. Now he has moved on. You should too. Take medicine well from now on. And don't think about that night at all. What happened, happened. Mistakes are human. You forgive yourself now.
- Is he good? Are you telling the truth?
- It's pretty good.
- Know about me? came to see me?
- He knows about you, and he didn't come to see you. Because you are his X. X does not have to think so much. I will come.
After leaving Nadir in the lobby, Dr. Tanmoy asks Dr. Iftekhar,
- He doesn't have schizophrenia?
- Yes. His history file is given.
- Well, what happened to him?
- About two years ago, something very bad happened to him. He had anger issues. He could not control his anger. During a verbal argument with his wife, he threw her out of the car. The road was deserted and it was about three o'clock. As the car drove by, three men picked up his wife and brutally raped her and tried to strangle her with her veil. He survived but passed away five days later. It was Nadir's fault. He was deeply hurt by the death of his wife. There was no other option but to regret it. For this regret of his he thinks every day if it had not been that, then what would have happened? He thinks how he could have saved Payal. Sometimes he thinks that he saved Payal from those three lusts, sometimes the aliens kidnap him, sometimes he leaves but comes back again, sometimes this divorce. I have heard many stories from him over the years. Although he sometimes saves Payal in his imagination, the brutal truth is that Payal is no more. He will never come back. So he always gets stuck in one place. And thinks he's stuck in a time loop. He will not remember the fact that we met today. His story will begin on the road where he dumped his wife. All because of his anger. These are the curses of his wrath. Read the file to know more.
Tanmay looked down and thought how bad people's anger is.
- Sir, he is me and you,
- These two characters are in almost every story. These are the two witnesses in his wife's case. He had never seen them, only heard about them. But if these two came forward, maybe Payal could have been saved.
- So we are in two nameless, faceless characters. Strange!
- Maybe saw you somewhere around. And from there. And I almost meet. On seeing me, uncle said, "Did you see a girl standing on the road?" Pathetic!
- These two characters are also involved in this loop of his regret. Well, what do they regret?
- I don't know. But I would, if he was not angry.
Dr. Iftekhar and Dr. Tanmoy went to another patient's cabin. Nadir sat in his cabin. He thinks to himself that anger never really makes anyone a king, if he gets angry then he loses.
(finished)